and i didnt ask your opinion after that.
so well, do you think LIFE is really like a piece of music sheet?
because after several contemplation, no, i want to take back my words.
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in a several perspective, yes, life looks like a piece of beautiful music.
from the outside, you see how beautiful the song is. but from the inside, you see the hardwork of the musician like pianist or people playing violin or whatever.
now i changed my mind.
music sheet is too beautiful to be compared to life, dont you think so?
first : it is too relaxing that it prevents you from working hard
second : it is just too beautiful..even after we finished living our life and look back at it form bigger picture, we can still see lot of bitter in life..
third : its like too many pieces of puzzles that you have to solve where at one time you want to think, ok i give up. i dont want to see the beautiful song anymore. i GIVE UP!
enough of this.
yesterday we went back to melaka because my aunty got sick.
and this has disrupt my study time table.
i mean, i was late for one topic to be finished on that day. it really depressed me. i have a very good progression on my homework. and now i couldnt do anything at all. back at the zero.
you see, this is my problem. when something distract me, i tend to feel depressed. i wanted to start back from the beginning.
this is not good.
things to do:
1)finish math homework including paper stats
progress:
Pure: only algebra + little logarithms
stats: 3 years done
2)homework chem
progress
application : finished reading the application....only read..no notes or anything
past paper : NONE!!! seriously?!!
HIS homework: NONE!!
3)bio
pastpaper :none
homework : none
reading : some on genetics.
this is ridiculous.
my brain is so mess up. where am i going to start? where should i begin? theres too many things to do. and the temptation to watch astralia's next top model is so BIG
plus interview preparation like shit.
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