lol i've stopped writing for so long now it feels weird to write again.
last night i dream about being a business manager instead of a doctor!!!
awesome.
i mean, the dream is awesome. i started the business myself. from the simple act of hiring people, assigning job to them, and even deal with the 'lazy' workers. its like you are playing game! now now now. maybe if i didnt really found it fun in medicine i will pursue the business career instead.
i text my friend last night and i miss her. she always motivate me whenever i feel down. she used to give me a lot of assurance. truthly speaking, im the bad girl now. because she always tell me that im better than her. but im not.
its so bad. but nevertheless we are so close.
now i feel the reverse because i haven't got any offer yet, and that doesnt sounds good when people started to ask. 'ateey,,got d offer yet?'. NOPE. and that made people think, your ps must be bad.
i applied all the high ranking university with so much confidence!
newcastle. gosh. i asked some of the peolple there. the cutoff for ukcat is 665!!!! gosh! mine is 650. now im automatically out from there. (danny applied here and his ukcat is 599 something?)
aberdeen....its so far. even IF i get the offer i dont think i wanna go there.
edin...too competitive and lot of pressure to survive....
bristol...apparently this is my only hope.
i wish i put a lower expectation on myself. i wish i applied cardiff instead of ABERDEEN.
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